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I am not perfect,
I am annoying,
and i hurt.
But hey! loved ones
dont dare finger at me.
Want to get physical?
I am ready.
I know no fear.
Fight me,
but dont keep any grudge.
I give a damn
if you are my foe.
But hey! you are my friend.
I love you.
I might be wrong,
refusing the matter fact
for some odd reasons.
But hey! give me time.
Everyone takes time
and i'll come to say sorry
and ask for your forgiveness
if found i was wrong.
But dont keep grudge
and dont you conspire
for that will hurt me.

I have hurt the whole lot
including my ' self ',
And i hate this shit!
I hate my being
when jealousy flows.
Grieve! when ego flies high.
Shriek! when hate speaks.
Spat! when force swells.
Sigh! when pride glitters.
I dont like it
and i get infected easily
if the carriers around.
But hey! friend,
it took time to realize this
And i try to change.
I am human not God!
It will take some time
to clear these termites.
I cant burn them
for it will destroy me too.
Oh! Anger , St. Anger
wish i could control you.
So much would have been saved
And so many nurtured.
But i cant forsake you
For you are my power too.

And that has made all the difference!