ZERO

" You feel ZERO when you discover funny mysteries of life. At times, you can't help yourself from experiencing the heartiest laughter of your life time! "

BEAUTIFUL EYES...

I never thought you had such
beautiful eyes - until i saw you
in my dream.
Your words addressed the crowd,
And i was one amongst them.
A little nervous you were
but you delivered at ease.
Your eyes met mine
And i saw the beauty of your
Eyes. Eyes that said, 'Hey You,
thinking about me?'
We were exchanging our
thoughts with our eyes.
Eyes that shone,
Eyes that smiled,
Eyes that seemed disturbed,
Eyes that made comeback,
Eyes that teased. And
Eyes that stood still,
Eyes that showed affection,
Eyes that showed care................

Words seemed to fade away
And the crowd dissapeared.
Our beings dissolved
But your misty eyes shone!

How beautiful!

YOU...

Shatter my combed hair,

tear my shirt

And dig nails on my body.

I remain calm.

My calmness will add fuel

compelling you to shower

words. Words that hurt,

that will mock this existence!

I remain calm.

Push me,

and i will hold you.

Yell at me,

and i will look pale.

Cry. And my hand will touch yours.

You throw it away,

And i will hug you.

Sob! And i will pat you with care.

For i love you,

for what you are.

I understand you.

And know there is nobody

who understands better than me.

I love you,

My calmness your care!

I know deep within,

you are the most

wonderful person i have ever met.

To look for a gem

you need to unearth it.

I found without unearthing it.

It lay open amidst stones.

I am lucky to pick you.

For this bearer knows its true worth.

FILTER...

I am not perfect,
I am annoying,
and i hurt.
But hey! loved ones
dont dare finger at me.
Want to get physical?
I am ready.
I know no fear.
Fight me,
but dont keep any grudge.
I give a damn
if you are my foe.
But hey! you are my friend.
I love you.
I might be wrong,
refusing the matter fact
for some odd reasons.
But hey! give me time.
Everyone takes time
and i'll come to say sorry
and ask for your forgiveness
if found i was wrong.
But dont keep grudge
and dont you conspire
for that will hurt me.

I have hurt the whole lot
including my ' self ',
And i hate this shit!
I hate my being
when jealousy flows.
Grieve! when ego flies high.
Shriek! when hate speaks.
Spat! when force swells.
Sigh! when pride glitters.
I dont like it
and i get infected easily
if the carriers around.
But hey! friend,
it took time to realize this
And i try to change.
I am human not God!
It will take some time
to clear these termites.
I cant burn them
for it will destroy me too.
Oh! Anger , St. Anger
wish i could control you.
So much would have been saved
And so many nurtured.
But i cant forsake you
For you are my power too.

And that has made all the difference!

' Hole .'

I thought i had a hole
deep within my bossom.
I remember my tiny hands
clutching it with sobs.
How i used to lean on those
fence with eyes wide open,
looking at plumpy ants
as my tears trickled down.
A downpour for the ants!

As we were playing hide and seek,
Smile never found me,
And laughter was lost forever.

Today, a flutter and i go breatheless,
A pang of surprise, i shiver!
A tear drop, it aches.
Oh! I thought i had a hole

deep within my bossom!

SACRED WORLD...

It's like running nude,
in the enchanted wild
when i am with you.
With nothing to hide,
I dwindle every corner
with cries of delight!
I am all myself, an open book,
It is wonderful being with you!

Behold! Stranger.
Let hostility remain on the other side,
Let fear not trample this rich soil,
Nor do sweep the new born flowers.
Caution! Stead with care,
least you ground some weeds.
It's a sacred world,
Shun those eyes that cast greed
And destroy the mother of malice
from those metal mines.
For this is a sacred world,

Let the beauty remain!

DARK MATTERS...

Does devil reside here?
Come silence.Murky thoughts
fill my head.
They arrive crippling on the surface,
clenching greedily to avoid falls.
Conscience lay slained.
Echoing from some distant land,
it makes me shiver for a while.
Yet, i follow towards the
ever chanting noise of filth!
Somehow the blazing hell
welcomes me as their chosen one.

My head is a box, that clutters
with every move i make.
It takes a single rage
to arouse this monster,
A moment of lust
to dismantle beauty,
And some pride

to finish a life!